Moonlit Rain '28' CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT ‘LAST WORDS’~REN~A few days had past. I stayed in the guest room next to Helena’s room. I wanted to stay sleep. I heard the door open to the room and someone walked in and sat on the bed next to me.“Hey dude...” I heard someone say quietly.I opened my eyes tiredly and looked around the room. I saw a bright light hit me in the face I turned away and looked at the person sitting behind me. It was Lenn...in a suit...he smiled at me. I looked down at the covers and sat there.I heard Lenn sigh and put his hand on me, “at least say goodbye...” he said quietly. I guess I can see him..
Moonlit Rain '27' CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN ‘GRIEVING RESPONSES’~REN~“Oh! Uh yeah there is” he said. “About patient 4671 Aron Syina he...” he paused and looked at his clipboard. Just as he was about to finish we heard beeping. I kind of shocked me I looked over his side and his pager was going off. He looked down and checked it and sighed, “sorry I got an urgent page I’ll be back to give you the results” he said as he got up to leave. I grabbed his sleeve...you will tell me if he’s ok your not leaving until I hear how he is.“…give me the results...” I said quietly looking down.He looked down a
Moonlit Rain '26' CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX ‘HOSTEL AFTERNOONS’~REN~I sat there on Len’s bed and messed with the zipper of Aron’s Hoodie and checking my phone periodically. “Lenn? What time is it?” I asked looking down at my lap.He toke a drag of his cigarette and flipped open his phone, “um I think it says 4:12pm” he said blow out the smoke. I sighed and lit up my own. I inhaled the smoke and let it blow out my nose. I kept fidgeting with my phone. I don’t know why I was so antsy, but it’s been like 30 something odd minutes since I left Aron. I saw Lenn get up and sit on the bed in front of me, he pushed my l
Moonlit Rain '25' CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE ‘DEEP REGRETS’~ARON~The weekend was over unfortunately but it’s been rather eventful since I met Ren everyday there’s always something going on... and it’s usually something bad…but he’s worth it...i sat there in my bed holding Ren close to me, he had to sleep in my room until we get the guest room ready so im enjoy every moment he gets to sleep in my bed.“Aron! You and Ren get up before you’re late for school!” I heard my mother yell…god damn she got a loud ass voice.I pulled myself from Ren and sat on the Ledge of my bed. I looked at the clock, “7:26am&#
Nightingale '1' CHAPTER ONE *ANNOUNCEMENTS*+ELIZA+The halls were packed today interns and doctors were running around my superiors had me on patients back to back so I rarely got a moment for myself. After a while I finally got a chance to sit down I decided to lay my head down on the desk while I had a moment to relax. I suddenly heard a loud slam near my head. I jerked back into my seat in fear and all kinds of disarray"Goodness now what kind of nurse sleeps on duty I ask you?" I heard someone say.I sighed and placed my hands in my lap, "sorry…im just a little overworked today" I said apologetically.I heard her sigh, "buck up darling everyon
Moonlit Rain '24' CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR ‘CHERISHED PIECES’~REN~“Seriously?” Lenn said looking like he was shocked. What’s there to be shocked about?“Why?” Aron asked looking at me concernedI looked down and pulled the hood down over my face, “she didn’t want me in the house...she didn’t want to have a son like her gay cousin…so I left...” I said quietly.I felt someone wrap their arms around me. I think it was Aron cause all I smelt was his scent. I don’t know why their getting all huggy with me...i kind of expected this to happen…at least I hurt that bitch before I left... I felt Aro
Moonlit Rain '23' CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE ‘QUALITY WEEKENDS’~ARON~I laid on the park bench staring up at the branches on the tree. I don’t know why people always want to meet me here or why I meet other here it’s so plain you’d think a different pace of scenery would happened but eh…at least it’s getting colder..I think thanksgiving break is near. Though im still a little weirded out by the fact that Lenn texted me and I never gave him my number. I laid there just waiting; I don’t know why I don’t even really like Lenn. I never talked to him when he would be standing with us in the mornings before everything happen
Moonlit Rain '22' CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO ‘NEW CONNECTIONS’~REN~When we got to the school I kinda felt a little odd …I didn’t do much this morning all I could think about was what I told Aron last night…about my family…I didn’t even have a family…I was left alone so much I just got used to it. I looked over and I saw Aron’s friends and I saw them glance at him then at me. I looked down and glanced back over and saw Lenn smiling at me…I walked in behind Aron and saw him he looked a little upset.“Aron?” I called out. He looked back at me, “how come you didn’t talk to your friends?” I a
Moonlit Rain '21' CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE ‘PAST ASSOCIATIONS’~ARON~“Oooh, Aron~” I faintly heard someone say as they were giggling.I opened my eyes tiredly. I looked over and saw Ren fast asleep next to me. Hmm I looked over at my clock it read 9:26pm. “Up here sweetie” I heard the voice say again now snapping her fingers near me. I looked up in the direction of the voice and saw my sister standing there with her hand on her hip smirking at me. I looked at her tiredly, “Helena?” I muttered quietly squinting a bit as my vision was still blurry.“Hey Aron~” she said slyly. What’s her deal anyway why is
Moonlit Rain '19' CHAPTER NINETEEN ‘UNWELCOMED TERMS’~ARON~I was sitting at my usual spot. I was really tired I don’t know why I slept most of yesterday. I didn’t really dream about anything I just slept hmm. I opened my phone and I had like 3 more texts from Ken. I deleted them I looked around I didn’t see Ken or Selene nor Lenn or Ren… I sighed and looked down at my lap.-----“Im not gay Selene you know me”“Right now Aron…it sounds like you don’t know yourself”-----What the hell was that suppose to mean how I am not going to know myself, if that doesn’t sound like some dumb shit.
Moonlit Rain '18' CHAPTER EIGHTEEN ‘DISTANT REALIZATIONS’~ARON~I walked into 4th period sat down just messing with my phone. I didn’t really have any new messages I think I sent like 2 to Ren but I didn’t get a response from either of them. I sort of expected that he’s ignoring me or something but come on im not gay I had to prove that or Ken would have been all on my case.“Ill see you after class then?” I heard someone say near the door. I looked up and saw Ren and Lenn talking.“Mmk” I heard Ren say as looked at Lenn shyly and walk into the back of the class. He’s in this class? How come I never seen h
Moonlit Rain '17' CHAPTER SEVENTEEN ‘NEW ATTEMPTS’~REN~That was expected…even though he didn’t want to hurt me seeing that was going to hurt me…why did I think that something might’ve been different? Nothing is really going to be different it’s going to be the same before I snapped. I can’t really say im ok now...i have to go to therapy and shit so...eh. I walked in the school I heard people muttering things about me I didn’t care anymore...As im walking I was looking down and me thinking no one is in front of me I was walking at my own pace and I ran dead smack into someone’s back. Luckily I had my books
Moonlit Rain '16' CHAPTER SIXTEEN ‘QUESTIONABLE ADJUSTMENTS’~ARON~After yesterday I had to go home only for the fact that I missed like 3 days of school and my mom bitched me out for it so I had to come home and get ready for school the next day. Yesterday night was amazing…I didn’t really expect for that to happened though...i just wanted to kiss him...i think I got carried away cause after I kissed him I couldn’t stop..And I wanted more of him...more than just kiss I wanted him. I lay back on my bed and stared at my ceiling.“I Love You Ren”“Huh” I mutter quietly…did I really say that..? I...hmm no, no
Moonlit Rain '14' CHAPTER FOURTEEN ‘MORBID VISITATIONS’~ARON~The Doctor agreed to let me stay at the hospital when they walked in a seen me holding him. I didn’t care if it was akward when they walked in and I was just standing over him holding him I like it and he was still sound asleep in my arms. Since they had let me stay they told me I could stay in the room if I do move him too much or anything so I didn’t disrupt the healing of his scars or something. I also learned from holding him that he had many other scars trailing up his arms they looked big but not that deep more like deep scratches I still didn’t like the fact that
Moonlit Rain '13' CHAPTER THIRTEEN ‘UNNERVING PATIENTS’~ARON~Mrs. Lece and I sat there in the hospital waiting room waiting for the doctor to let us know if Ren would be ok after we found him under the stairs.“How long has he been sitting there Aron?” Mrs. Lece said pulling me out of my thoughts.“I don’t know I didn’t even know he came to school” I said quietly.She looked down and folded her hands in her lap.“…will he be ok?” i asked softly.She looked at me, “I…I don’t...really know... he didn’t talk much after what had happened yesterday” she said with a lot of sorro
Moonlit Rain '12' CHAPTER TWELVE ‘BLOODY ENCOUNTER’~ARON~That morning I woke up I didn’t really feel the same. I still went to school but I was even more paranoid. Smoking did not help. I was so stressed out and…and I couldn’t think straight. I so freaked out by that dream. I know it was a dream but it felt so fucking real, im not kidding it really did. It only made my worries for Ren even worse. I really couldn’t stop thinking about him, I didn’t want to that dream really fucked me up it really scarred me. When I saw him fall I felt so shitty and scared I thought he was gone. I didn’t want to talk much or at all rea
Moonlit Rain '11' CHAPTER ELEVEN ‘BLEAK DAYS’~ARON~ I swear to god that kid looked just like Ren but…Ren doesn’t look that dead, that kid looked like he had like no hope at all in his eyes. Why was he messing with Raphael in the first place? But then again It might be Ren cause he was accusing the boy of trying to grab his ass so that’s like saying the kid’s gay isnt it? The way he threw up against the locker kinda caught me though I asked if he was ok but he didn’t respond. I don’t know why but I seriously think that was Ren and if it was I get really worried. I don’t know why though why would I worry about som
Moonlit Rain '10' CHAPTER TEN ‘BROKEN’~REN~I had to go to the office because of what happened this morning. When I walked into the office I saw Raphael already sitting in a chair with his leg bouncing quickly.“What you looking at faggot...” he said with an icy tone and glared at me.I looked down and sat down into one of the chairs and waited.“Raphael Kern?” the receptionist called out.Raphael got up and walked into the Principal’s office and glared at me. After 20 or 25 minutes he walked out and bucked at me. I did not respond. A punch would feel really good right about now and I needed something good right now. I
Moonlit Rain '9' CHAPTER NINE ‘IDLE THOUGHTS’~ARON~The day after I stopped talking to Ren things sorta got a little calmer. I also deleted his number from my phone because Ken likes to play around with it and text random people on my phone random as shit and then I get bitched out for it. When he told me I just had to back away I just couldn’t be near him after knowing I had a gay guy lay on me, basically slept with me minus the sex, and was smoking my cigarettes. I have nothing against them I just can’t be too near them because they hit on me and I really don’t need that. …I didn’t do anything bad I just …I don
Moonlit Rain '8' CHAPTER EIGHT ‘UNNEEDED SPACE’~REN~That afternoon I saw on the bench with my legs crossed on it and looked around looking at the people passing going home…to their wonderful normal homes…bastards…I sat there for a while and I kind of kept having a recollection of what went on today not different from any other day I met Lana and some other friends but there were also the people didn’t like me as well and they made it abundantly clear they didn’t like me or my presence. I kind of like getting pushed against a locker the pain from it feels so nice mind you it doesn’t happen much, but the glares and
Moonlit Rain '7' CHAPTER SEVEN ‘FOUL MISJUDGMENTS’~ARON~It’s been about like what? A week and some days since I seen Ren? I don’t know I can’t remember a damn thing for a my life, but either way I haven’t seen him even in school I haven’t I thought I did but it was just a freshmen. I mean I still talk to him and everything I just don’t see him, and I think something’s wrong cause I text him like when im bored but the usual messages I would get from him would be like “Um…I have to go…ill talk to you later” or “im sorry I can’t talk right now”. I did call him once to ask him if
Moonlit Rain '6' CHAPTER SIX ‘AFTERNOON WONDERS’~REN~Aron and I were walking down the street of his neighborhood. There wasn’t much to do since everyone was in school and not that I would have anything to do anyway most of my friends are busy or something. I sighed deeply I was starting to a little hot in the clothes that Aron gave me to wear before we left the house. Ok this how it went down we was suppose to leave the house and why he was upstairs getting his stuff for when we left to go walking, I smelt something and it didn’t really sit well with me so I smelt my clothes and it was them and they just had to go I couldn’t walk
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